fraught…/frôt/

fraught /frôt/

adjective

  1.  (of a situation or course of action) filled with or likely to result in (something undesirable) 
  2. Similar: full of, filled with, swarming with, rife with ,thick with, bristling with, charged with, loaded with
  3.  causing or affected by anxiety or stress: tense, trying, difficult, distressing, tricky, emotionally charged

Court Painter has found his journey into abstraction has led to a chimerical arena of non objectivity on this quixotic mission of making the world go away and getting it off his shoulders.